Refuse: A Junkyard Wedding by SH Richardson

Author:SH Richardson [Richardson, SH]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: SH RICHARDSON
Published: 2017-01-15T18:30:00+00:00

Chapter 12

Range

The truth was finally out in the open, and I was happy to no longer have to carry that burden around along with everything else on my plate. She said she understood my logic, but how could she when I didn’t understand it myself? I would do anything in my power to protect her from the darkness of this world, the dirt, the filth, the harshness that beats you down and turns you into an animal if you let it. Her innocence and naïveté was what I loved the most about her; she’s so pure of heart it’s scary. She didn’t see what was staring her right in the fucking face. Craze and his crew were dangerous killers mixed up in drugs, guns, human trafficking, anything that would make their club money. Clover greeting them with open arms, completely ignoring the weapons they were carrying and the killer instinct in their eyes when they drew down on us solidified the fact that she needed my protection. She wasn’t stupid, just trusting to a fault, and that alone was a very dangerous trait to have.

The day she invited those assholes into our home was a prime example of her forgiving nature. She ignored the picture staring her straight in the eyes. The lot of us were all killers in our own right, the look in our eyes, trained for years by a man who took no prisoners when it came to self-preservation. We would have killed them all just as easily the way Buck taught us to do, no second thoughts, no hesitation. Clover just shook that shit off, served beer and pretzels, and chatted away the afternoon like it was nothing. Her vision of us was so far from the truth it was almost comical, yet she wouldn’t be the woman I loved any other way. It was so fucking stupid of me not to tell her the truth about what had happened. I knew now that it wouldn’t have made a bit of difference in the way she felt for me. It was my own boyhood insecurities embedded deep within my soul, the uncertainty of being more than just that dirty kid from the trailer park. I was afraid, and that fear cost me my woman. But I wouldn’t give up on us. I loved her too much to ever let her go. She was my one Buck spoke about all those years ago, my only.

She wanted me to take her to Foster’s, a place neither of us had been since the shooting. I wanted to tell her no, to drag her back to the junkyard and fuck her brains out to make up for lost time, but this was what she needed. As I parked the truck out front, I realized this was the last place I wanted to be. Re-living the day Buck was killed on top of all the other shit weighing me down was not my idea of a good fucking time. My brothers

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